心情，未来，真相

最近肥了,整天就是吃饱窝在床上上网...
没有心想任何事，虽然知道还有很多事等着我去办...
除了整理房子，我还是整理房子...
我还有更有意义的事去做吗？

这次回来感觉很孤单...
Cherlyn,Anson没有钱出门...
淑凌做工去了...
耿倩上课...
开贤没回来...
整个假期，并没有我想象中那么的充实...

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太多太多的未知数...
在家除了上网，玩电脑游戏，就是读书...
其中有一本书，从英文翻译成华文大概是这样的...
"千万不要去预知未来...
如果未来是好的，你将夺走了它将带来的喜悦和惊喜...
如果未来是不幸的，你将从它还没发生之前一直闷闷不乐，担心受怕...
所以，应该努力活好“现在”，
因为“现在”蕴藏着更强大的魔力，
那就是可以改变“未来”..."

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原来知道真相是很痛苦的事情...
然而，真相不应该随意说出...
因为每一个过程都必须由自己去承担，学习，经历...

Bye Bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

秘密

眼看整件事情越来越复杂，
有人慢慢的泥足深陷，
而我却什么都不能做，
也是这就是他的劫....

别人的烦恼，我又能做些什么呢？
除了不再落井下石，
除了不再让事情复杂化，
说真的，我不敢轻举妄动...

有时还很矛盾下，
就因为自己双子性格...
总是前言不对后语...
眼看有人有可能受伤害了
不过它应该习以为常了
算了，忍一忍，它就会过去