求知若飢，虚心若愚

好累啊！

最近总是觉得非常的累！
早上很早就要醒来念书...
然后上一整天的课...
这次不再是断断续续的那种...
而是直接9点到1点，一点到5点...
过了5点，还要留在lab作exercise...
还有七天...
过完这十天，还要把这整千多面的东西看得滚瓜烂熟...
才能面对考试...
果然，我也因为这样稍微有了些许改变了...

生日快乐！

生日快乐！早上才发现，今年的生日竟然和去年的生日穿着同一件衣服和裤子，
原来这一年里，我只买过两件衣服．．．
然后去年和今年的生日期间都是一样处于待业中．．．就算想疼自己也没有预算。哈哈！
今年最厚重的生日礼物就是康义请我吃的午餐．．．所谓礼轻情义重嘛！
陪着我的就有整千多面的课本．．．
明天还要有ｉｎｔｅｒｖｉｅｗ．．．

19062011

今天是父亲节。看了KUNG FU PANDA 2,
还蛮适合父情节看的...

去了图书馆，借了三本书...
不懂念得完吗？
因为以前曾经是大山脚图书馆的会员，
稍微资料更新，用身份证就能结束了...
4本书+1本杂志...
才发现，大学拥有最好的图书馆...

应该开始准备后天的interview了...

昨天第一次出席朋友的婚礼...
顺便和电台的人聚会了...

Craps

最近都是以什么心态来过日子的呢？
起初，是抱着好好学习，为了有更美好的将来而过的态度...
可渐渐的，我慢慢发现了自己很多的缺点...
是最近吗？
其实一直都在自己监督自己过活...
很多时候，知道这样的生活模式不行...
可偏偏的却不多加理会...

从来都是靠别人而活得家伙...
究竟该怎么样才能够不靠别人而激发自己的潜能呢？
发现自己必须因为某种限制，才会想到改变...
因为遇到某种瓶颈，才会去想如何突破...
怎样才能让自己居安思危...
好让自己能够对生活应对自如？

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The reason why am i still being novice is because I don't do PREPARATION...
Event though I know its importance,
But NOTHING that really trigger me to do it...
Feel like I am not yet convince myself to work hard to live in this world...

I started to feel myself getting less independent...

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My previous job had broaden my sight to see the world ...
but it wasn't broaden my mind to do things...
Instead, seeing people who just wanted to stay in the comfort zone...
I myself become less motivated as well...

People taught me to just take care of my own business ....
When i wanted to learn something more which may not in my field...
Sometimes some people just too afraid to share...
Sometimes the people itself may not even know what it is ....
I wonder how they do their job while they knowing nothing about it....
It make me see the unorganized, unstructured,unsystematic way of doing things...
It make so scare to change when everybody seem comfortable with the current situation...
Some believe the old fashion way of doing things...which is kind of burden to the other people, time consuming and less effective....yet, they love it ...why? because "Orang Lain Susah= Kita Senang; Orang lain senang=kita susah" ...This is what I actually learned from a Trainer. Sometimes, it is impossible to get win-win situation in all circumstances, some sacrifices are needed....It may hard to accept this concept but this is the reality...

whatever written is just craps...so don't take it too serious