Craps

最近都是以什么心态来过日子的呢？
起初，是抱着好好学习，为了有更美好的将来而过的态度...
可渐渐的，我慢慢发现了自己很多的缺点...
是最近吗？
其实一直都在自己监督自己过活...
很多时候，知道这样的生活模式不行...
可偏偏的却不多加理会...

从来都是靠别人而活得家伙...
究竟该怎么样才能够不靠别人而激发自己的潜能呢？
发现自己必须因为某种限制，才会想到改变...
因为遇到某种瓶颈，才会去想如何突破...
怎样才能让自己居安思危...
好让自己能够对生活应对自如？

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The reason why am i still being novice is because I don't do PREPARATION...
Event though I know its importance,
But NOTHING that really trigger me to do it...
Feel like I am not yet convince myself to work hard to live in this world...

I started to feel myself getting less independent...

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My previous job had broaden my sight to see the world ...
but it wasn't broaden my mind to do things...
Instead, seeing people who just wanted to stay in the comfort zone...
I myself become less motivated as well...

People taught me to just take care of my own business ....
When i wanted to learn something more which may not in my field...
Sometimes some people just too afraid to share...
Sometimes the people itself may not even know what it is ....
I wonder how they do their job while they knowing nothing about it....
It make me see the unorganized, unstructured,unsystematic way of doing things...
It make so scare to change when everybody seem comfortable with the current situation...
Some believe the old fashion way of doing things...which is kind of burden to the other people, time consuming and less effective....yet, they love it ...why? because "Orang Lain Susah= Kita Senang; Orang lain senang=kita susah" ...This is what I actually learned from a Trainer. Sometimes, it is impossible to get win-win situation in all circumstances, some sacrifices are needed....It may hard to accept this concept but this is the reality...

whatever written is just craps...so don't take it too serious